Winter 2019
for everyone I’ve lied to about my fear of fire
Grandfather keeps a box of matchsticks in his pocket. I watch him as a child watches the unfamiliar, fearful, fascinated, watch the casual flick of his wrist, the spark, and then the smoke. I never liked his smoke. Mother blames my bad luck on the absence of water in my name, the abundance of fire.… Read More for everyone I’ve lied to about my fear of fire
Binding Spell
This is the spell to hold him off. Coffin nails, a candle, a mason jar filled with cool water, a photograph bent. Hold a pendulum over the face counterclockwise. In the city everything is so unbearably close, he and I so unbearably close that every beard on the subway makes me shake, the kind of… Read More Binding Spell
Gray Green Man
He is a smooth stone pillar He is a pleasant tranquil tomb I turn cloudy like earth yawns from the bank and breathes into the current Slide over, slick claws graze the pebbles face the wall face the spring feel the echo of his eyes resounding in space Warm sunlight cools on my back Ripples… Read More Gray Green Man
There’s No Need for Mirrors Here
I row the boat. That’s not all I do. I listen, and sometimes I talk, but that’s not my job. My job is to row the boat. The people sit across from me, and I ask them to tell me stories to pass the time. Often, the people are nervous. I had an American man… Read More There’s No Need for Mirrors Here
insofar as home
waking up in an abandoned parking lot to the singing of birds perched atop the branches of magnolia trees and 4 missed calls. finding subtle comfort in how piled in pink the leaves seemed almost real; drawn and casted by some corporation focus-testing whimsy. standing in the shadowtree, tinted rose and fastened at the eyes;… Read More insofar as home
Editor’s Note
Here it is! Helicon Literary & Art Magazine was founded in 1979 by Lisa Getter, Christina Calvit, and Michael Steele. Forty years ago, these members of Chapin Humanities Residential College started this magazine, whose Winter 2019 issue we, the staff of Helicon, now present to you. As you browse this issue, we hope you love… Read More Editor’s Note